Days I Didn’t Write:
Zero…wait…maybe 1 rejection.
There were so many things that I wanted to this month and barely any of them happened. I wanted to get at least 10,000 words of my nanowrimo project written so that I’d have a cushion for the holiday at the end of the month where I will be visiting my in-laws.
But I was so focused on planning how I was going to write in November and how I was going to prep for nanowrimo that, with schoolwork, I actually got none of that done.
This is why I don’t Bullet Journal or do Hobonichi or carry around a gigantic planner of doom. I end up spending all of my time working on the structure I don’t actually use it to write or make my writing life easier.
So the lesson learned here is just go with the flow and don’t worry about writing next month, next week, or tomorrow even. When it comes to getting words down on the page just worry about today. Easier said than done, I know.
But I did write more days this month, which I am super proud of. I don’t think I’ll be able to realistically write every day but I do feel more calm and centered when I express myself creatively. Writing helps me remember what it feels like to be a real human being.
As you can see, no new poems, no new magazine submissions. I might have gotten another rejection but that also might have been a carryover memory from September. I think I’m going to stop worrying about magazine hunting and sending my poetry out until January. Make it a New Year’s Resolution thing.
I did relaunch Lupercalia this month. I cut it in half and put the poems into two shiny, new chapbooks. New cover art, new ISBNs, new descriptions and metadata. I’ll make a blog post about the hows and whys later.
Overall, October was both productive and not productive. I did things but not the things I wanted. Such is life. Moving on.
Pumpkin, why are you in the ocean?